Testimony: The Wake of History

                       Tituba

    The sky is a palm spread open, sheltering
    nobody. An egg-yolk yellow moon floats over
    the cage of men
    in the middle of Bridgetown’s market: a display
    of runaway slaves. When I walk along the margin

    of the beach, I don’t look at them.
    I don’t look at Gift of God, the waiting ship,
    its principal cargo salted fish, sugar, slaves.
    Instead I watch the water stutter against rocks.

    *

    Like the colored race generally and especially of the tropics, Tituba was a believer in the occult. -- Sidney Perley, The History of Salem, 1924.

    *

    In Salem, the New World sticks to my tongue
    like wool. I can’t breathe
    in the Reverend’s house. I can’t sleep
    in the bed beside his daughter,
    her flushed skin limned with sweat
    in the cold room.

    Each morning, Family Prayer, a circle
    of bowed heads as the Reverend explains
    the fallen world, this land infected by black devils.


    Afterward I walk to the marsh to watch
    the water separating here from home.
    The sky shuts its fist.

    *

    We can only speculate what was going on behind the kitchen door, but we know that Tituba had been brought to Massachusetts from Barbados and enjoyed a reputation in the neighborhood for her skills in the magic arts. -- Kai Erickson, Wayward Puritans: A Study in the Sociology of Deviance, 1966.

    *

    In the dark, feel along the edge
    of history’s body
    to find the place in which local legend
    becomes the truest story.

    Touch the small, painful ache
    where myths originate.
    Rub your fingers on it like a scab.

    *

    . . the Indian woman was familiar with all the ridiculous and monstrous fancies then prevalent. The details of her statement cover nearly the whole ground of them. While indicating, in most respects, a mind at the lowest level of general intelligence, they give evidence of cunning and wariness in the highest degree. -- Charles Upham, The History of Witchcraft of Salem Village, 1867.

    *

    The Examination of Titibe

    (H) Titibe what evil spirit have you familiarity with
    (T) none
    (H) why do you hurt these children
    (T) I do not hurt them
    (H) who is it then
    (T) the devil for ought I know

    *

    The Reverend’s hand spreads open over my back.
    He could reach inside
    my body, drag words from my lungs,
    force my silence out.

    His fingers circle my wrists. His ribs
    lock over mine, press me against the pantry wall.
    His voice, pure threat. Confess.

    Upstairs, his daughter spins and twists
    in bed, calls out my name.
    Later I will hold her tightly
    while she shudders in my lap.

    *

    (H) doe you see who it is that torments these children now
    (T) yes it is goode good she hurts them in her own shape
    (H) & who is it that hurts them now
    (T) I am blind noe I cannot see

    *

    Find the gap,
    the rip in the paper. Pull out the stitches.
    Stretch open the loops of thread.

    Wait in the pantry, the garden
    where she once waited.
    Follow the path’s wet slate to the harbor.

    Stand on the rocks and let go of the story.
    The body sinks to the soft ocean floor.

    *

    Although no one race or color consistently defines her, Tituba remains in our mythology as the dark woman, the alien, who enters the Puritan world and plunges it into chaos. The myth of the dark Tituba recapitulates with an American tint the myth of original sin, the archetypal tale of the woman as progenitor of evils to come. -- Bernard Rosenthal, Salem Story: Reading the Witch Trials of 1692, 1993.

    *

    Here is the fallen world. Here is the village
    where children choke and cry out
    in their sleep, as her voice breaks
    in the shore’s throat, as fiction spins into fact.


    The Waste Book

    must always be recopied twice,
    the pen a shovel turning the earth’s surface, opening

    the page to another version of history.
    In the meetinghouse a man corrects

    church records, head bent to the paper
    that will offer us this past, this

    story while at the end of another century
    a woman watches her study window

    like a movie screen, her garden’s beds
    turning to torn, yellowed paper. She is ready

    to erase her own story, cross out
    her voice, blur her words to nothing

    but stiff ink. What relief, she thinks,
    to step outside her body, to leave

    herself, to transcribe the archive’s directions:

        one or two words missing.
        name illegible, possibly John.
        name completely missing.
        this whole last line has been struck out.

    as if only the voices hold her own speech
    together, as if the voices cancel out her own.

    In the other century, pages stack and settle
    as the man works alone all night, retracing

    parish records like a repeated prayer:


         August 28 by an Order from the Governor
         and Council was observed as a day of Fasting
         and Prayer, to seek mercy from God in relation
         to the present afflicted state of things in both Englands.

    We should know the woman
    is all wrong when she calls the past an empty

    plate she can rinse clean, snow-covered
    road she watches from her window.

    No -- each page marks a plot, a burial ground,
    each word a seed needling the dirt.

    For Bernard Rosenthal


    Torn, 1710

    Dorcas Good

    Far from the thatched roof of my father’s
    house I lean into the wind    swallow

    cold in order to remember
    the glare of light on ice outside the jail’s window

        Petition for Damages September 13, 1710
        The humble representation of Will’m Good of the Damage {torn}
        by reason of the sufferings of his family {torn}
        supposed Witchcraft

    to remember Mother   Sister   while Father
    waits in the house where I don’t

    live waits at the table alone plates set
    along the edges for No Family

        being chain’d in the dungeon so hardly used and terrifyed {torn}
        she hath ever since been very chargeable having little or no reason
        to govern herself {torn}

    Now in these woods far from my father
    I live in this body that isn’t mine

    O Roof    O Field of Snow
    O Father’s Bone White Plate
    O Mother    Sister

    Fear seeps under the door of my father’s house
    to the place at the table where he writes

    Out here I have the voice that I won back --
    nothing but emptiness --

    O No Family    No Mother    No Sister    Dead




    Bio Note

    Nicole Cooley's first book, Resurrection, won the 1995 Walt Whitman Award and was published by LSU Press. Her novel, Judy Garland, Ginger Love, appeared with Harper Collins/Regan Books in 1998. She is currently completing a book of poetry about the Salem witch trials of 1692 titled The Afflicted Girls. She lives in New York City.
     
     
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