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Art and Archeology Mummified Hawk and Shrew, 1550 B.C. A bundle like a tar-smeared ear of corn and, next to it, a tiny packet like a charred Here's faith tucked away in a sandal- Abandoned House, Missouri, 1999 A.D. Compared to this, our emblems seem so paltry, Gerber baby smiled, winsome but wan, unscrolling player piano rolls over -for Aria Fragments of a vessel which are to be glued together must match one another in the smallest details, though they need not be like one another. --Benjamin, "The Task of the Translator" After the first time we'd made love,you put your mouth over my nose and lips and slid into me your breath which lifted my chest like a deep inhalation taken in a bath. It tasted like a tender vapor of milk, and I felt its friction against my windpipe, as if one body were being slipped inside another. Why did you do it? I had cried, afterward, as if past hurts had, in the lapse of time, formed a new virginity. Now I lay pooled in a heat weightless as a bath's, the body stretched out longer than it's ever been, and I felt an effervescence along my nerves, the pleasurable burring aftermath of fear. You pulled your face out of the hollow of my neck, smiling down on me, your drooping eyes narrowed in amusement and something else - that gentle ridicule I later would call loving. You have the kind of eyes I had never found beautiful until then, when the gloss of blue light on the perfect crescent of your lashes rebuked me. I had watched our first kiss with a pang of alarm. Your nose and lips seemed monumental, equine, and then my lip was pressed in a larger resilience that, startled, I had to take the measure of. I could see the border of your lip, the tender red ridge where it met your skin, the glittering grit of whisker cupped in each pore. Or was it dismay: seeing like this made a permanent image, confirmed the hand you'd placed on the back of my hand before the kiss, the appalling automatic way my palm turned up to yours when you said, So its settled, then. We sat on a hill and in the darkness our pasts seemed to have hands and faces and looks that also reached for a first prolonged touch - and were so alien, so already known - their friction lit up our stories with a flare.
Bio Note Karen Holmberg was raised in Connecticut on the Long Island Sound. She holds an MFA from the University of California-Irvine and a Masters Degree in Slavic Languages and Literatures from the University of Southern California. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in such magazines as The Paris Review, Slate and The Nation. She was a 1996 winner of the Discovery/The Nation Award, and her book, The Perseids, won the 2000 Vassar Miller Prize and is forthcoming from the University of Missouri Press in Spring of 2001. |
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